another evening

so much to  do , so much time. but no opportunity . i sit here watching pointless movies or television shows. the empty echos on my walls. I feel like its enough to drive me crazy, I stay positive ( when im around people) but in the evenings  , alone, im  bored, lonely even. im tired of be bored, i would love to have something to do. I write this not to ask for your pity, or your well wishes. i dont even tell anyone about this blog. but i dont hide it either. how can someone be alone and not lonely?